I walk this neighborhood. I look at all the beauty God has created. I am out of my cage and bondage, and the sky and the world is not even my limit but I have so much more. God is showing me just a taste of what he has made, for the future has much to hold for me. I stop and think, wow... I take it all in and breath it all out. It's wonderful.
I look at the houses and see what they really are. Inside are everyone's wold, their problems, their issues, their joys, and their love. I keep walking and think to myself how I am passing many worlds in just seconds... passing by everyone's problems. I just gazed at the houses thinking of everything that goes on in my house, and I do not even know what goes on in any of these houses. It was all inspiring because of what I have gone through. God really spoke to me.
I have had ups and downs like everyone has. Through life we go through stuff... it's just natural. I have healing to do and it's okay. "One day at a time looking forward to tomorrow with a focus on God for God." I feel bad leaving my family, but we must all go through change and growth. It helped me be okay with leaving my "broken" family.
I was done with my short walk and return to my house. When I got inside I had a great since of hope and freedom, even in the environment I hated. I walk back into my room, "Pridefully Broken" and... It was all okay, strange, but okay. I don't ask for a wish, I ask for strength and wisdom, I have it, let's use it.
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